updates in life~

I've done my degrees... ended it.... still waiting for convocation... it was supposed to be happy but not really happy when i got my result, the result was so bad... but cgpa is still consider ok... happy or not happy? gah....muz be happy becoz finally i m leaving utar! :) but sad becoz leaving my classmates.... Anyway, we had fun during our trip...hehe... PD, Malacca, Seremban!! It's the first time i got to have trip with classmates to so many places!! hehe... saw all cute faces of them.. hehe...

Thesis that my group has done with so much effort has finally came back with the result we want... we got an A for the research project... a clap for all of us after so much effort done for a year on the project :)

In this final semester, we have the worst lecturer and the same guy as tutor in utar history, his attitude is totally not professional... felt pity for utar...

In this final semester, I got barred for the first time, 2 subjects summore!! haha... i got D in my result slip also...double....grahhhhhh.... What an experience... haha..

I have went for 2 job interviews and i got 2 job offers after both 2nd interviews... both company is juz next building with each other... haha... I think i have already chosen for which 1 i would like to go with... I think growing with the company would be what i want compare with juz doing the job for the sake of doing it :)

Happy New 2010 Year!! :)

Sorry to myself for abandoned my dear blog... because i have nothing to blog about and was really lazy... haha..

Today is 31st of December 2009!!! haha.. It's 6.17pm and I'm still sitting in front of the computer blogging.. haha.. I think everyone has already out from their home and hanging out with frens to welcome the brand new year.... Later i'm going to sg wang.. it's the first time having my new year eve spent outside my house.. haha... Hopefully it wont be a chaos night.. :)

My resolution for 2010...hmm... it's the first time i got myself thinking about this... guess it's becoz i'm graduating this year.. haha...

1) Graduate smoothly.....having my viva smooth and thesis done :) And ofcoz pass all my subjects and graduate with all my dear friends~~

2) Get myself a job with enough money to spend :)

3) Get myself a vacation !!! hahaha....

....will update when i got any idea about it.. haha...

How's your new year eve? Share with me, will you?

Happy New Year people! May everyone have a brand new FUN year!! :)

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Too long never blog edi.. so now back to months a go... My 21st birthday, i have to thanks everyone who wishes me... My classmates for giving me surprise celebration, i know i have to makeover my look edi.. they hinted me through the gifts.. masks, body lotion and body scrub.. lolx... See? it's face n body makeover that i need!!

Thanks to Mandy, Benedict, Weisoon, Alvin Chan, Miwang for my birthday dinner plus drinking session on 3rd August 2009.. lolx.. hate Alvin Chan for keep asking me to bottoms up.. :P ended up i vomit at home.. 1st time vomit due to alcohol.. but i still manage to attend da next day's classes...woke up earlier than mandy summore!! haha.. amazing huh? Now i got to control my drinking already..

Thanks to Wenyi, Kangxian, Cheeweng, Adrian for my birthday dinner on 7th August 2009 at Look out point.. Initially i was told my Adrian that he couldn't make it for the dinner.. i was so sad and i cried.. haha.. dumb... then at night i dressed up and Kangxian fetch.. mana tau he went to bandar tasik selatan's lrt station... i din even realise.. when i realised, i asked :"where are we?"... Kangxian said :" I wanna fetch my fren, a new fren... wakakakka!!"... then i saw Adrian.. i was shocked totally.. somemore that time Kangxian said :" Introduce you my new fren, Adrian!".. OMG.. that joker ah... Anyway, thanks to all of them for making the dinner happen.. And thanks for Adrian's present!! A watch!! OMG!!! totally surprise..

those are dinner before and after my actual day.. on the actual day, i was with Pang Ban and Jason Au... we went to timesquare for movie and dinner at a place that i dun even know it exist before i was there... haha... initially we tot we'll be heading to genting.. haha.. mana tau tunggu Jason Au till finish lunch, he masih tidur.. so change place lo... After dinner i tot i was going to meet Len, Sam sam, kamza they all.. mana tau Pang Ban said our day still havent end yet.. omg la.. he brought me to mamak at Damai and we chit chat there while Jason is with his PSP.. then Ryan sampai!!! omg..with cake summore.. reali touched and thanks Ryan for his time... Reali sorry to Len and sam sam they all as i ffk them edi.. reali sorry ooo...

updates..

About studies, currently i'm having my final exam period for year 3 semester 1.. kinda stress edi.. as i still need to rush my thesis after exams.. which means my holiday is with thesis n work.. this semester i reali feel da stress as i reali have hard time handling my studies as it;s getting tough plus i'm sux in maths! OMG! i cant imagine coming semesters!! anyway, all the best to everyone who is having their exams and God bless all of us! ^^

About relationship, me n him got back together last month... our relationship is totally different from previous!! it's way better!! hopefully will continue sweet sweet like this la.. haha.. i still havent tell my frens yet as i don't know whether will they can accept it or not.. the time for them to know will come... I'll let God to decide~

About health, i actually did plan to have a full body check up for me as i'm 21 years old already and not even once i did my full body check.. haha.. but guess now so far so good, nowadays before 1am already feeling sleepy..and doozed off...sleeping early is good!! But, that's not good for me during this exam period.. haha...

that's all for now.. Ciao~

今天的启发。。。

勇气不是天生的，是一点一滴累计成的。。。不管几岁，女生的爱情就是比男生多了一些不勇敢，在你们眼里就会称作想太多：所以你不应该耿耿入怀，应该觉得高兴， 因为她的不勇敢，是因为太重视你了。

对自己没有信心就会一直怀疑对方。 如果不克服自己心中的恐惧，就没有办法恢复到一个平等的姿态来维系这段关系。

对事情不要那么执着，那么就不会有那么多问题产生了。何必要庸人自扰呢？如果愿意向开，其实一秒钟就可以想开了，不是吗？

Holiday~~~

Holiday juz started!! woohoooo~ but too bad assignments is still there waiting for me to accomplish it.. haha.. nvm nvm.. as long as it's holiday i m happy edi.. hehe... My year 2 has ended.. da coming semester i m a year 3 student already.. days changed without him.. i'm looking forward to the adventures ahead...

I have been through a lot of emotion roller coasters these days.. hopefully everything will come to an end..plus my exams will all pass with flying colours.. hehe.. ^^

17 April 2009

Today 6.35pm at Rapid KL bus Depoh near Jln Chan Sow Lin when i was in bus U41 on the way to work, i met an angel. His small little action which might not be significant to everyone had changed my perspective to view on life and how people suppose to treat each other. I will always remember that and i really thank him from the bottom of my heart.

Year 2 semester 3 here i come!

Happy starting new semester! Year 2 semester 3...

everything will be fine ~~~ ^^

Happy New Year everyone! Now is 4am.. i've juz came back from a 2 hours yamcha session with WY n KX...

Hopefully i can figure out what can i do for myself.. not for others...

Is cooling off period so important? Honestly, i duno.. I juz hope to preserve the friendship.. but is that reali preserving? or i'm hoping for him to come back? Again, i duno.. I reali hope that he will come back, but can i accept him once again in my life? I duno.. Will he never stray from the path again if i accept him once again? I duno... Will he love me only as THE ONE AND ONLY person? I duno...

I'm not doubting.. i trust him.. juz that what he did is not the same with what he said...

I'm very glad that we can still remain as the closest fren.. both of us are happy...becoz the pressure and tension between us had disappeared.. but the feelings is very weird to me.. sometimes i'm confuse what am i to u... reali ex? best n closest fren? or gf? or in between close fren and gf? becoz u reminded me that we've broke up.. but then u still make breakfast for me, we still share drinks n food, we still do a lot of things that couple does.. perhaps i still need time.. It's not that status is very important.. it's da action that i should match it with the status.. perhaps u think that i think too much.. i duno what should i do and what i should not...

But what if 1 day u have gf which is not me, then what should i do? i still can hold ur hands? becoz we're holding hands even we've broke up...

I duno i duno i duno... can you please tell me?

but at this moment.. i still miss you.. duno WTH am i thinking.. i know i should not miss you anymore... i should not or i muz not? i duno... i need to move on...